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new post.. for a new beginning..

hey guys.. i''ve decided to start wif a new post new beginning.. i'm so sorry, as i rather update now of these days.. but i'm afraid it will be even lesser as the days go on..being in upper secondary is definitely different from sec 2.. the workload is higher, the expectations and standards are higher, the schoolbag is getting heavier..the teachers basically won't spoon-feed you.. this is so terrible..
all those terrible things i've mentioned ealier has to add on to co practices. I really dread to go to practices now of these days, basically of the pressure i've gainned there. I really wish to quit but being afraid of people saying i've let down my cca at the most critical time of 2 years-the syf. sigh.. but since i've already chosen this since my first day at northland, i can't regret it right?
it's really terrible, being at home, suddenly my parents will throw this huge amount of housework for me to do. it's kinda depressing at times, when i've haven finish my things, but i have to do the housework, basically it's kind of sad watching my parents coming back from a tiring day at work. my 2 younger brothers won't lift a hand unless they are feeling extremely generous that day, have an urge to touch that mop or something. And one of them is already turning 11!!! well, i admit when i'm their age, i didn't touch it too. and my father is there grumbling that i'm a girl and could'n do simple house chores. I felt like telling him there are tons of girls out there who have never cooked, do the laundry or sweeped the floor before. But I have to bite my tounge and pretend nothing has ever happen.
all right, i've written a lot today. signing off..

posted by Mademoiselle @ 8:30 PM